gayathri

Whatever it is you want, however you want to have it, no matter why you want to have it, Gayathri, you can have it faster if you can first be happy without it.
Sneaky, clever, foxy, wry -
The Universe

Desire and happiness, Gayathri, need not be mutually exclusive; they actually work best together.

You ever realize you need to do something for yourself, whether its work out, or go on a ride, or move, just move forward in a direction that isnt where you are at the moment?

The only times my monkey brain's been happy these past few weeks has been when I'm on the motorcycle. The only time I can shut out the stressors and unhappymakings is when not being in the moment will kill me. Sadly the only riding has been TO and FROM work. :(

I can't even being to tell you how much I need to go on a long ride tomorrow. I'm cranky and out of sorts. My body is angry that it hasnt worn leather and carbon fiber and high density plastics, and hasnt gone at not quite legal speeds around curvy windy twisty roads.

I had to go to a party a few weekends ago where we were supposed to wear something in the back of my closet that I wish I wore more often. The two things that came out that I didnt wear were my ski gear and my motorcycle gear.

Its time to start moving again.