gayathri

Two nights in a row, waking up, disoriented, sick to my stomach, shakey, almost out of control in fear and panic as I Know Something Is Wrong...

Two nights in a row of blood sugar lows that are _scarey_ at how low they were before I woke up.

But also two nights in a row of taking care of myself (even tho I wasnt totally successful today) and dealing. Checking my sugar, eating, checking again, eating some more. Last night tho, there was no stopping me from eating the Entire Bar of Chocolate and a cup of trailmix. (yes, that's a lot of fat, sugar and more fat there...)

the good news? I can drop my lantus intake another 5 units apparently... and the extra walking, etc that I'm doing during the day is enough to keep my metabolism up even in this rain and cold.

*tries to think of the good vs how crappy I feel at the moment...